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got back sat. night at 9:30...hung out with ab sat. night, threw until like 3:30 am, so sweet...went to see my dad's new place (he lives on a farm now haha) yesterday, it was actually very nice...played pickup last night, made me miss my team and playing with rules and stacking and cutting and handling and all my favorite people, it's so damn hard to cut when people just stand in the cutting lane, grr...today the plan is to do massive amounts of laundry, unpack and go through all my clothes, work out or run at some point, and have coffee with andrea tonight - hooray i can't wait to see her! alright, i'm off to begin the first load of laundry...

am i really still here??

math is over, THANK GOD. it went alright, and sure felt good to sell back the damn textbook after turning in the exam yesterday. i tried to study some geo last night with people, but i was so braindead. i really just don't care about this geo exam. well, not that i don't care.....well yes that....but also that i'm just not worried at all. so unlike me. my walls are almost all completely blank...i left up my death cab framed poster just so something is still up. it's depressing with blank walls. but at the same time strangely exciting......i can't believe i'm going home tomorrow. holy. crap. and...wow. i really need to be studying. although there's really nothing left to pack, so studying's all that's left. except that there's also lunch and office hours and coed pick-up, none of which i will be skipping. whatever, i'll have plenty of time tonight. it's all good. back to the books...oh wait, it's time for lunch :)

is it really only monday?

damn. fuck. i have too much time and don't want to study. i spent a looong time yesterday studying math after david left. and today i started geo. but i mean come on, i have until 2 pm weds for math and 2 pm friday for geo. oy, seems so far away.
i started packing. shelves are looking bare-er, drawers emptier. even though i'm packing, i can't imagine that i'm going home in 5 days. aaahhh, soooo long!
i'm still feeling crappy sick too. it took me a good three hours to feel normal enough to concentrate on studying this morning. fucking finals. i want to be done.

what a week.

i got absolutely nothing done this week. a lot of sitting around, a lot of being sick (boo), a lot of anything but studying. and my bro's coming today, so there's no chance of getting anything done today. oy, what have i done? i could've gotten up early this morning to study, but i kept deciding to sleep just one more half hour....until it was 11 and i figured i should really get up.

i'm going to be on my way home in a week, almost there actually. it's really hard to believe.

we had our last (?) ultimate practice thurs night. it was so much fun. i heard rumors of an actual last practice for tomorrow. i really hope i can play a lot this summer and throw with abby all the time and get better.

alright, after my brother leaves tomorrow, all that i can do it eat, sleep, study, and pack. that's it.

hahahah geochem is DONE!

so it was twice as long as i was anticipating, but nothing came out of left field. just a lot of writing. but it was gratifying to turn it in. and to fill out the course review.....heh heh.

i'm having weird conflicting feelings about the year ending. i'll have these moments of intense joy at the thought of going home, seeing ab, hanging out with mom, being with my kitties, driving a car, being done with another year of school, weeeeee.
but then i think about leaving all my frisbee friends. i mean, most of them will be here next year, but it's sad for all our fun to end (for a few months). and the seniors....*tear*

two classes down, two to go!
12 days!!

i kinda don't want to leave this year.....

the thought of this year ending is making me sad these days. i had so much fun, met so many awesome new people, and i'm really sad to see the seniors go. i'm so glad i stuck with frisbee this year, it kinda took over my life, but i love it. last night's end of the year party was freakin sweet! other than alyssa being EMSed.....but yea, up until then. i almost cried when we gave out senior gifts, ugh why do they have to graduate?!?? i love everyone on disco so much. i'm really happy with the way the captains', seniors', and coaches' gifts turned out - everyone loved them. i can't believe i don't have to work on them anymore, it feels like my life lately has been gift assembly haha. it was worth it for sure, i loved seeing everyone's happy faces. and my dress, if i may say so myself, was stunning. stunningly sequined and wonderfully tacky. and the pink mu-mu just added so much! awesome, awesome night.

i love my team. so much fire, so much heart, so much intensity, so much fun. disco b 05!

on the schoolfront, i have my last geochem exam tomorrow. thank god that class is almost over!!! then i'm going to celebrate by throwing with sailor and playing STC tomorrow night. i really hope we have another practice before everyone leaves too. after that, it's just math and geo. can do. plus my bro's coming this coming sat. for the day, it'll be nice to see him again. wow....only 13 more days. i'm excited to be done with school and return to MI - esp since amelia's only half an hour away! - but i'm sure going to miss all of disco. love to you all. and now back to the studying.

may

turned in my geo paper today and did our group presentation, no sweat.

english paper due thurs, i'm almost done with it (SNC so i don't really care). the last day of that class is thurs, i'll be completely done with it.

geochem exam monday, thank god it's not cumulative. then i'm done with that class.

last math class was monday. that final's going to blow, but it's not til the 18th anyway.

and finally, geo24 exam on the 20th. i'm not too worried about it, i'm sure i'll do fine.

can't believe i'm nearly halfway done with college...

regionals!

so we got to go to regionals since a team dropped out. i was worried that it wouldn't be any fun and we'd just get our asses kicked all day, but yesterday was spectacular. we had first-round bi, which sucked cuz then we got up like an hour earlier than we needed to. but anyway, we watched the men for awhile, then the women, then warmed up. we started off playing MIT, which was seeded first of 16 teams - we were seeded last. we lost 13-2, but we made them work hard for every point. our defense is really strong, we just need better flow and smarter throws on offense. so after MIT, we played williams. the points were really long, but we hung in there and ended up winning 6-3 (or maybe it was 6-4...). we were so excited!!! i was playing really well, making really smart throws and keeping my head in the game the whole time. it was especially exciting because we were originally going to go to williams for a B team only tourney this weekend, but went to regionals instead at the last minute and then beat the williams A team. right after that game, we played wellesley. even though we were all still on a high from our win, we were pretty exhausted and the crappy weather was getting to us. we didn't play as well as we could of....if only we had had our bi then....so we ended up losing. we were then supposed to play northeastern to decided 9th and 10th place, but they didn't want to play, so we got 9th!! we played a quick game with UNH for fun, we had a senior/junior line, a freshmen line, a names that start with J line. good times, although i was sick of playing at that point, and we ended up losing. we watched the women's A team beat MIT in the pouring rain, then headed back to brown. pretty damn awesome to be the only B team at regionals and end up 9 of 16 when we came in seeded last!!! i'm really sad that the season is over and all the seniors are leaving :( good thing there's still seaweed's tuesday nights and hopefully pick-up games and whatnot. i can't believe this year is almost over....